在这里闷到发骚...但是时间过的非常的快~~明天又要开始上课了~~我又得积极点吸取知识...化妆这门学艺是我自己选择的，如果连这都失败，我真的是要去撞墙了~~学校接下来的每个化妆活动我都要参加...这是我自己对自己的要求~~就为了吸取经验和知识咯。。。明年的6月是我完成(Master Makeup Course)及考C&G 的国际文凭...
当然，我不会就这样回去家乡~~我还会继续接着拿美容文凭及身体彩绘文凭，然后我想去NAGA NAILS academy学指甲，那个指甲文凭回来，再做工个几年~~之后就回去老家，也就是诗巫~~我想开间店，规模不需很大...能养活自己，不靠父母，当然最好生意越来越好啦~~在这一个星期里，《独立》我认识了一点，《靠自己》我也知道什么意识~~爸常常提醒我说出门在外虽然有朋友但最后还是得靠自己~~这道理我才知道~~要坚强，最好是独来独往~~爸，谢谢你还有妈~~我·说不出来怎么谢谢你们~~我知道你们一定会说你平安无事就是对我们最好的回报~~爸说：“我没有要你赚钱养我，有压力就回来家，随时都可以回家，因为这永远都是你的家，它不会不见”以前我的不懂事都让他们担心了~~
爱情，我被伤害了几次~~每次都是我一厢情愿，太相信他人~~edvin都叫我别傻了，但我还是不停~~结果被他笑~~哈哈。。没关系啦，我习惯了。。教训啊~~去年有一段时间我都不说话，天天不知道为什么哭，就总觉得很难过但不知道为什么~~还去看了心理医生~~我的世界精彩吗？？呵呵...他们都说是我想太多了，把每件事都想到太严重了..
学习，要耐得住寂寞；恋爱，要经得起考验；婚姻，要懂得维护；成长，要靠逐步地积累；成功，要受得了煎熬；做人，须经得起风雨；幸福，要懂得珍惜；烦恼，要学会忘记。学会放弃，在落泪以前转身离去，留下简单的背影；学会放弃，将昨天埋在心底，留下最美好的回忆；学会放弃，让彼此都能有个更轻松的开始，遍体鳞伤的爱并不一定就刻骨铭心。其实，生活并不需要这么些无谓的执着，没有什么就真的不能割舍。学会放弃，生活会更容易。
我每次都说“Everything must be PERFECT"但如果每样都那么完美无缺是不可能的，除非奇迹出现~~在人格，性格，外表，爱情，友情~~都不能如我所愿的完美 :）
接下来我要学习独立，包容，体谅，谅解，大方还有不计较，不贪慕虚荣~~我想以前的我应该有被人讨厌吧，虽然我不知道他是谁~~但我在这里对那些讨厌我的人说抱歉，还有对不起~~我会改，我不为谁改，我为我的未来而改~~
脸大并没有不好，身材不好并不是件坏事，谢谢你们的提醒，这我也会改，但也不为谁而改，只为未来做些改变~~因为可能改变自己，未来会很peace and perfect呢?????
我承认，我不算完美，但我很真。。做一件事情，不管有多难，会不会有结果，这些都不重要，即使失败了也无可厚非，关键是你有没有勇气解脱束缚的手脚，有没有胆量勇敢地面对。很多时候，我们 不缺方法，缺的是一往无前的决心和魄力。不要在事情开始的时候畏首畏尾，不要在事情进行的时候瞻前顾后，唯有如此，一切才皆有可能。
2011年6月22日星期三
2011年6月20日星期一
062011 KL life
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| when i go out yam cha^^ |
| I write blog is a kind of life, because many of the emotions don't know how say it out and also don't know to be told who, so i had to write down tell blog.. Happy, sad, worry, getting into the blog..then i won't be so emo sometimes..Speaking about the kl life,nowadays got class every monday to friday.For my daily meal,in morning i eat an egg and a cup of milk,at night i eat kiwi for my dinner~~My father told me to be strong to succeed, try to only harvest.. I tell myself I must be brave and to do any thing don't want to depend on others, can only rely on myself to complete.Love hurt me.. I don't blame him, only I blame myself too devotion.Sometimes i gotta shut up, swallow my pride and accept that i'm wrong. It's not giving up. It's called growing up.Recently, didn't eat anythings and drop to 52 kg weight........ My target is 45 kg...keep going on~~change after one month and let u see another vivi<3<3 |
2011年5月2日星期一
050311
Today is the sixth day. I come to Singapore. The weather here is very hot. Now I learning how to let oneself independent. Dad gave me three characters "靠自己" not on their own.Pleasure and pain are the wealth of life, to escape its negative, as some of the face of courage, in fact, be able to recall a blessing.Happiness is actually very simple, it might be because of too simple, it is always neglected to invisible.There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,things we don't want to know but have to learn,and people we can't live without but have to let go.
2011年4月27日星期三
042711 This time, I really want to leave
Withdrawn temper, let me in the past few months to go to Singapore's decision. Dad finally let me over.. Last night I couldn't feel natural sober morning, when suddenly up sitting on the bed puzzling crying....
The first time I leave home, I now realize to leave home feeling is....
Independent, strong is what I am going to learn things.. There if not accustomed to, I also want to crustily skin of head through.. In the morning, my aunt called to obedient, wished me all the best. Don't know under etc. My dad will tell me anything. My mood now is still very steady....Hard day to come. And thanks for the blessings and expectations. And thank you so highly of me. Thank you...
The first time I leave home, I now realize to leave home feeling is....
2011年4月20日星期三
I don't want to be a destroyer
I don't know why I say these put you into her words. I don't want to be that extra man. But I can't help to imagine, standing before me like how are you. Agreed then? Agreed and cannot change the fact that you still care about her......
| Make you love dearly what conscious? Do you love her? A bit, that your love I? Love. I heard don't feel happy, must compare to distinguish weight feelings, is untrue. You see me cry, you will feel worried. That's sympathy. Ask the other side with his pay the same amount of sentiment, this will not reasonable? If you don't like me, then I will for your like actually also is a kind of fantasy? Even now how again wants to hide into the quilt, but I still have to open a hole let oneself breathe freely. For now I still pretty cool! Perhaps I'm not my imagination of so sad. |
042011 part II
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who do not....Today's I sleep till afternoon before wake up. Nothing has two months every day, and don't know what to do good. Sometimes do the nail, sometimes like now write blogs, until night skpe with my secret... The two months of life is so lazy life....hmmmmm.....
2011年4月19日星期二
042011
Has no one understand I - I used to pretend strong, accustomed to a personal face all. Actually, I'm the person cherished nearby, but the pressures of life let I good at forgotten, put those memories all forgotten. I thought forgetting may let ourselves be happy, but, I feel is more lonely... In fact, I also eager to have a people could understand me; I also eager to have a person can walk in my heart...haizzzzz......Next week's now I can have what kind of mood?? Nervous, won't?? 28/4/2011 is hard life began. I believe I'll grew up in hard and independence. Never leave home if I can adapt to new life? Sometimes, once the good friend into a stranger. Sometimes, some people don't need to say goodbye, had already left; Sometimes, some things don't speak and understand; Sometimes, some way won't go will get longer. Suddenly a want to cry feeling, casual we've all grown up.
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