042711 This time, I really want to leave

Withdrawn temper, let me in the past few months to go to Singapore's decision. Dad finally let me over.. Last night I couldn't feel natural sober morning, when suddenly up sitting on the bed puzzling crying....
The first time I leave home, I now realize to leave home feeling is....

Independent, strong is what I am going to learn things.. There if not accustomed to, I also want to crustily skin of head through.. In the morning, my aunt called to obedient, wished me all the best. Don't know under etc. My dad will tell me anything. My mood now is still very steady....Hard day to come. And thanks for the blessings and expectations. And thank you so highly of me. Thank you...

I don't want to be a destroyer

I don't want to be a cracker. Not I love is hypocritical, but destroying and is not what I want....You worry, time just one of your excuses.. I have no you, it doesn't matter, I just don't want to be a saboteur just..
I don't know why I say these put you into her words. I don't want to be that extra man. But I can't help to imagine, standing before me like how are you. Agreed then? Agreed and cannot change the fact that you still care about her......

Make you love dearly what conscious? Do you love her? A bit, that your love I? Love. I heard don't feel happy, must compare to distinguish weight feelings, is untrue. You see me cry, you will feel worried. That's sympathy. Ask the other side with his pay the same amount of sentiment, this will not reasonable? If you don't like me, then I will for your like actually also is a kind of fantasy? Even now how again wants to hide into the quilt, but I still have to open a hole let oneself breathe freely. For now I still pretty cool! Perhaps I'm not my imagination of so sad.

042011 part II

Can together before, but I don't. Now to be together, middle and be hindered...I don't answer the call of 8, information letter a, is all yours...I very want to reply, but I don't know how to tell you, I why shut down. I'm sorry, time really would tell us the future what happens?If, in the side finally really not you. If experience so many frustrations, eventually after traveled to separate. If the stories to finally, is our side have some other people. If memories and promise and used to love in reality the determination becomes small, vulnerable before. No matter how, no matter how after ending. Now I prefer to persist to love. Together we wait for our final...

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So, love the people who treat you right and forget about the ones who do not....Today's I sleep till afternoon before wake up. Nothing has two months every day, and don't know what to do good. Sometimes do the nail, sometimes like now write blogs, until night skpe with my secret... The two months of life is so lazy life....hmmmmm.....

042011

My mood now is very complicated. Don't know how to say just good. Really good vexed, I put the phone off. I don't know how to face the mood is useful to him.Day after day I think I want exactly? And you want exactly what is? True love? Or just rely on?That you to me again to her what with? You really understand how I feel now?

Has no one understand I - I used to pretend strong, accustomed to a personal face all. Actually, I'm the person cherished nearby, but the pressures of life let I good at forgotten, put those memories ­ all forgotten. I thought forgetting may let ourselves be happy, but, I feel is more lonely... In fact, I also eager to have a people could understand me; I also eager to have a person can walk in my heart...haizzzzz......Next week's now I can have what kind of mood?? Nervous, won't?? 28/4/2011 is hard life began. I believe I'll grew up in hard and independence. Never leave home if I can adapt to new life? Sometimes, once the good friend into a stranger. Sometimes, some people don't need to say goodbye, had already left; Sometimes, some things don't speak and understand; Sometimes, some way won't go will get longer. Suddenly a want to cry feeling, casual we've all grown up.